I'm never going to learn from my past mistakes

I'm so pissed at myself that I want to cry.

I'm hurt, upset, angry...just everything.

But all with myself.

For everything that I've done the last 2 weeks.

I swear it's 2005 all over again and I swore I wouldn't repeat that year (or any year after that) again!

I can't do this anymore. I can't trust myself anymore.